Home · Archive · RSS · Ask · life has taught me to rely on myself. Have exposed myself in the best and worst ways possible to those whom I have encountered. Don't live my life trying to please other people who judge me. impressions are based on time and only i will know myself eternity. Own worst critic. Im no prodigy of humanity. Girl with a lot of heart. Endured too much bullshit to keep me resilient.
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alalayssa: Got a 4D image and heard baby’s heartbeat today…doctor said its looking like a boy :)) Can’t believe my crazy party bestie is pregnant. So excited for you! ^__^

alalayssa:

Got a 4D image and heard baby’s heartbeat today…doctor said its looking like a boy :))

Can’t believe my crazy party bestie is pregnant. So excited for you! ^__^

Relationships now a days,

are like; one guy, one girl. One person isn’t ready for a label, one person is willing to wait. One hoe is trying to steal the guy away, one player is trying to steal the girl away. One friend also has feelings for that one person, one friend doesn’t like that one person, one ex is trying to get back at that one person, one of them starts to get bored, one of them stops doing what they did to get them, one of them thinks it’s better off being just friends.

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I hate it when feelings go to waste. When a good thing dies down. When...

I hate it when feelings go to waste.

When a good thing dies down. When something of great potential just gets thrown away. All because of one person giving up for no good reason. 

That’s why I’m scared to love again. Fuck it. I know what I deserve and I’m stronger than I’ve ever been, so I don’t see the point in having a relationship right now.. I don’t need it.

Sure, intimacy is something I desire. Sex, it’s human nature to want. Comfort and love, I already have that with God.

If I get into a relationship, I don’t get into it because of intimacy reasons. I do it because I see potential of something long-term. And I’m not talking about a year, or two, or three. If you get into a relationship thinking that a couple years is an accomplishment, you must have thought it wasn’t going to last. 

Focusing on me. I don’t need the arguments, the hurt, the unnecessary bullshit that relationships bring because honestly, that’s inevitably what all relationships have to deal with. I don’t want to go back to that. I’m too young and ambitious to have that kind of baggage in my life. Yuck.

For now, I’ll wait. I know he’s out there somewhere. Just waiting til he proves me wrong.

I finally found an efficient way to organize my makeup. I will not display the last three drawers because they’re a mess. All the items I didn’t know how to categorize will belong there. And I tossed out a whole bunch as well, since they were old. Yay for winter cleaning? Hopefully this “neatness” will last. 

My poor baby is sick. So I tucked him on my bed, in his thomas train pjs, with his blanket, while care bear is playing. yes he LOVES care bears too.

Thank gahh I came home 2 hours early from my shift. 

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Let it be.

People shouldn’t put there worries about some couples happiness. They should worry more on there personal acceptance oppose to there acceptance of others.

My critical point, just because someone you hate is dating your friend and it bothers you, doesn’t mean you need to ruin it for them. FYI, there must be some explanation to your selfish actions towards a happy couple. As long as both of them are happy, let it be. Get over it, stop ruining happiness for people. Not everyone experiences happiness all the time.

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Someone please explain to me,

Why so many people rush into “relationships” when they’re not even over their ex. If you still love someone else, don’t date someone just to comfort yourself.

Relationships aren’t meant to be used to get over people, or to rub it in your ex’s face that you “got over them”.

It makes you look desperate and really stupid. But if that’s the image that you want for yourself, then okay I guess.

(via x-notsoshy)

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I love it when people are really excited, dedicated, or passionate about something. Whether it’s art, music, dance, writing, photography, anything. I’m one of those people who absolutely needs to be around people who are motivated, determined, and inspired. It rubs off on me and it makes me want to better myself as well. It’s just great to surround yourself with positivity and good vibes, because negativity gets so damn tiring after a while.

(via drivenhearted)

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(via drivenhearted)